What matters now


There are so many things to accomplish and so little time. The interests of our lives tend to peak and valley like the seasons. So I try to do what matters most today at that moment. Sometimes I miss the mark let’s face it I can be self absorbed. However that’s ok because sometimes I get the chance to make it right (God willing).


Sunday, June 13, 2010

The Tale of the Little Birdie

There was this little baby bird that fell from its tree on a cold and frosty early spring morning. Seeing the predicament it was in it starts fussing, "Pa peep! Pa peep!"


Then along comes this cow, she looks down at the little birdie on the ground shivering and nearly frozen and feels sorry for it. So she raises her tail and... "Splat!" ...She drops a steaming hot cow pie right on top of it.

Now the cow pie, while smelly was also very warm and soon the birdie was singing because he was warm. Then the little bird starts fussing again because it's was hungry... "Pa peep! Pa peep!”

Along comes a mean ole Coyote... The little birdie was very scared. The Coyote reaches down nice and easy into the cow pie and picks the little bird up. He raises the birdie higher and gently and brushes the dirt off him real nice.

And then... "Gulp!" he swallows the little bird down all in one bite!

The moral of the story! Not everyone who poops on you is trying to take advantage of you, and not everyone that pulls you out of the poop is your friend, so if you are happy in a pile of pooh keep your mouth shut.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Coffee Shop back story

I wrote this poem while sitting outside of a star bucks while waiting for my wife to get her coffee. I wanted to capture the moment of the events happing around me.

Coffee Shop

There is a woman seated at a table on the other side of the glass.
She’s busy in her thoughts writing on her paper,
methodically concentrating on her work.
She nervously fidgets as she realizes I am casually watching her.
My own mind wonders from person to person
and their unintelligible conversations.
They seem happy.
It is really windy tonight as I sit sipping my cappuccino.
Silently watching the clouds for any sign of thunder.
Hoping for it to rain, but not on me.
Now my eyes light up as I see a familiar face
standing on the other side of the glass
fixing her coffee just right.
She walks toward me and sits down.
We sit in silence knowing what to say.
But only thinking it.
We quietly finish our coffee and get up to go look at books.
And as I discard my trash a raindrop falls as I slowly turn to walk inside.  

Friday, April 16, 2010

Wow I can’t believe it has been almost two months since I have posted on my blog sight. There have been a lot of things going on and I have had little time for myself. My life and health is going well. Most of my energy has gone into work, recovery, running and praying for family members that have had health issues. My hopes are always for the best for everyone. I don’t like to see anyone suffer with any type of illness. That’s all I got for now so there by the Grace of God go I.


Peace

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Rich Mullins

I miss this man he made a tremendous impact during his time on earth.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rhGOosxTLrY

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Health

Ok here’s the scoop on my surgery. I will go in for post operation blood work and final instructions on what to and not to do on the February 15th. Surgery will take place at Charlton Methodist hospital in DeSoto. I won’t find out what time my surgery will be until post opp. day. Surgery shouldn’t take more than a few hours barring any compactions; it’s a fairly standard procedure. The surgeon stated that I shouldn’t require more than two days in the hospital and most likely I will be released the same day once again barring any unforeseen complications. Up to this point my overall condition hasn’t changed. Although my injury is located in my neck, the disk is fully ruptured and has severely compressed the nerves on the left side of my upper body. This causes me to have pain and some weakness in my left arm, under the left scapula and the rib cage under my left arm. Both my left index and middle fingers are numb and I have a tingling sensation in the ring and pinky fingers. My pain levels vary based on what position I am seated in and what activities I do. I do want to thank everyone for their prayers and concerns. Your caring helps me to keep a positive attitude.

Monday, January 11, 2010

Pain and Kindness

Very much a tuff day today I was up at 5:30 and then off to admin to report for light duty. Driving for me right now isn’t pleasant. I haven’t been able to sleep and was in a lot of pain to the point that I went directly to the Dr’s office. Blessedly he was in and was able to see me on short notice. I was truly grateful for his willingness t stop in the middle of his day and tend to my situation. He gave me a shot for the pain which helped a lot and I didn’t have any adverse reactions. We choose to try a different pain med which is helping and has not made me sick so far. He went ahead and put me off work for the duration of the injury. I am thankful for that because driving with the meds isn’t a good idea. It is extremely uncomfortable for me to drive anyway. Still I feel blessed with the job I have and the people that are associated with the Fort Worth FIRE Department.

Friday, January 8, 2010

Ouch that hurt!!!

I went to the Dr’s Office today and the news wasn't good. I have two injured disks in my neck. One bulging at C4 & C5 and one ruptured at C5 & C6. The one atC5 and C6 is pressing on the nerves associated with that disk. That is causing the pain and weakness in my left arm. I will be referred to a neurosurgeon and a plan of action will be decided upon at that time. I am still hoping no surgery will be needed and a short time spent in physical therapy will help to shrink the ruptured disk and I will be able to get back on my regular schedule so I can get back to driven fire trucks. How did I happen upon this injury? Well It’s a long story and I won’t show you because that would be about as smart as me doing it in the first place. Let’s just say if you can’t do something don’t try with your head no matter how hard that dang thing is with or without rocks.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Why willows wind?

The overall picture of this poem is a hill side with willow trees and a gentle breeze blowing through the branches. The willow being the battered Christ and the wind the spirit of god directing the events of one day in history. Life and death in the balance for all to see. While we neither know nor can prove the divinity of Christ the story of his sacrifice tends to warm our hearts with some sort of realization that we are cared about. This has been and is still one of my favorite pomes because it depicts the essence of the salvation story blended with a flowing unseen movement of these long delicate branches flowing in the wind.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Willows Wind

Death walks through Willows

Alone in mine hearts eye
I see a man hanging in a tree

Death walks through willows

Heavenly hosts flood the sky
All waiting to see the miracle King

Life’s springs eternal

Three on a cross only two are Thieves
One is blind only one can see
The man in the middle a Glorious King

Death walks alone

My Father My Father why did you leave
Neither hell nor death will conquer me
At your side I must be

Death is no more

No sacrifice is to great you will have

Love and Mercy

I will give it my all to be why I AM
The man named Jesus The God Man